-- Robert Frost
STOP.PLEASE READ.
November 13, 2009I NEED TO FIND THE SWEETEST SONGS ABOUT “WAITING” “FOUND LOVE” “DESTINY” ANY SONGS THAT WOULD DESCRIBE THE WHIRLWIND ROMANCE THAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY BESTFRIEND AND HER BESTFRIEND! I AM PRACTICALLY CRAMING AND LOST RIGHT NOW BECAUSE ME AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND HAVE ROUGHLY TWO EFFIN WEEK TO PREPARE A GIFT FOR THEM. SUGGESTIONSSSSSSS! KEEP COMING! NEED HELP ON THIS.
FIRST, WHERE CAN I RENT A PROJECTOR? PROJECTOR BA UN? GEEZ WERE PLANNING ON GIVING THEM A POWERPOINT PRESENTATION, THE ONE YOU PUT SA LAPTOP AND IT GOES TO THE WALL BASTA IM SORRY IM ACTUALLY NOT SANE TODAY HEHE.
NEXT, A SONG BY BRANDY ENTITLED LONG DISTANCE OKAY YUN DB KASI THE BESTFRIEND OF MY BESTFRIEND WHO FELL DEEPLY AND CRAZILY INLOVE WITH HER IS IN CANADA RIGHT NOW. AND HE’S COMING HOME ON THE 23RD!
HERE’S A LINE
“THIS LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME”
COOL SWEET AND JUST RIGHT.
GOOD JOB GRACIE
:d
yep yep gcie and me will be working closely together to make the 27th extra special right BFFg haha!
THERE. IM STUCKED WITH THAT SONG I CAN THINK OF ANY, (YEINE BREATH!)
ANY OTHER SUGGESTION FOR OUR WEDDING GIFT FOR THEM? NAISIP KO UNA ILL MAKE A SCRAPBOOK PERO I HAVE TOO LITTLE TIME 
I ACTUALLY HAVE THEIR PICTURES NA RIN PALA AND ANG DAMI DAMI. NOW IM HAVING A HARD TIME ASKING MY BESTFRIEND’S MOM FOR HER BABY PICTURE KASI MADALDAL UN HAHA BAKA MASABI SO DI NA SURPRISE.TSK. AND WHAT DRIVES ME MORE CRAZY IS HOW TO GET A BABY PICTURE OF HER BESTFRIEND!!! DANG. I DONT HAVE ANY CONNECTION IN EITHER FS OR FB NG MGA KAPATID NUNG GUY. WEEE IM SO DEAD.
SORRY SUPER WALA AKO NGAYON. I WANT TO CRY KASI WITNESS AKO SA PAIN, SACRIFICES, SA JOY NILA TOGETHER, IM PLANNING TO SHARE THEIR INSPIRING STORY SOON AFTER THE WEDDING 
HELP ME HELP ME!!!
i messed up again.
November 6, 2009
I don’t have a good reason why I did that.
It took the hell out of me. Really.
Now, I can’t undo it.
It’s going to be a “shame-on-me” thing.
Dang! I messed up again!
But what can I do? It was a rush of emotions. When I saw that face, I wanted to just talk to him. Dang.
YEINE this has to stop. You’ve created your own monster not knowing how to deal with it tssss. Now, where does it lead you? Nowhere. Waaaaa.
Makes me want to cry I’m stuck reading all his entries again, listening to his songs again, and humming the melodies again. I am practically in the middle of nowhere. Supposing what I did was okay. THEN? I would never have the nerve to even ask him if he’s well. I’m such a mindless witch. I AM TOTALLY 101% and in NO DOUBT MESSED UP!
he’s my beautiful disaster!
October 26, 2009Beautiful Disaster
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right
Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh ’cause I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take
Oh ’cause I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
:p new moon!
my new moon addiction :p
the pages smells soooo nice haha!
a kiss for Edward Anthony Masen Cullen.LOL.
Mom snaps :)
October 25, 2009Nawili ako sa paglalaro sa facebook. I mean, I am literally “facebooking” the whole day. When i got my maliit na lappy named “lenox” kasi lenovo haha bumili na kami ng router ni Ate Donna who happened to be “addictiest” among all races hahaha! I enjoyed this social networking kasi lahat ng friends ko super active dun, madali magreply sa mga threads saka talagang trabaho ng isang bummer ang mag-fb the whole day. Sabi nga ng ate ko, its like a dream come true hahahah! mga frustrated chef, or restaurant owner can now have their own restaurants in Restaurant City or Cafe World. Matagal na ang RC ko nakakatamad na rin kasi minsan :p
Isa ko pang kinaaaliwan sa FB ay ang Pet Society kasi binuhay ko ang SHOBE ko dun hehehe!
at syempre nangangarap ako magkaroon ngfarm:D
at super ako nageenoy sa BUDDY POKE
singing with bloom:)
sinasapak si FEY :p
\m/
sa akin palang yan, ung sister ko si Ate Donna lahat nilalaro nun hahaha! kaya MOM SNAPS kanina dahil whole day bukas ang pc haha
mom: elaine, may smartbro ka naman (addict nga gusto kahit saan may net) ipatanggal na natin ung globe mo.
me: oh nooooo. di pwede ma. pano natin makakausap sina Ate.
mom: eh bukas ang computer maghapon, nakita ko Ate Donna mo, watch ng TV, bukas aircon, electricfan saka computer, mga anak ang taas ng kuryente natin.
me: eh kasi ma bulok na ang ac sa room kaya binubuksan electricfan.
mom: kaya nga. hala cge patayin nyo ang computer. grabe kayo. lalabo ang mga mata nyo nyan. ikaw kahit gabing gabi nagbabasa ka pa. ang mga mata nyo. *walk out*
hahaha! ewan ko paano si ate pag walang pc, ako kasi ok lang ang problem hindi ko na mkakausap “YUN” :p
